I'm going to tell you my story...
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Daniela - Bitte! Spring Nicht, Ann!
Seeing the face of affliction of my friend, I felt like out there, and hold her ....
But ...
We can not have both Bill ... We both loved him... But... She's dating with him and me, too, but on her back ...
So ...
Ann - I'm sorry ... Keep Him ...
Daniela - There are so many mens in this world! But there aren't That so many friends!
Ann - He's special ... He's unique! Keep him ...
I jumped
Daniella - Nein!
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The air was burning and the cold night slammed in my face ... The tears have dried ... The road was still long to i hit the ground ... The building was quite high ... Bill, arrives next to Daniela, and cries, seeing me fall ... His tear fell down on my face ... His lips moved around, like "I'm sorry ..." And I could still hear a little of what they said ...
Daniella - IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT !!!!! YOUR! YOUR!! I hope you die thinking on this! - She said leaving the roof ...
Bill - I'm sorry! I just love (...)
I stopped to listen ...
Hit the ground, pain .... pain ... pain ... And I died ...
Bill suffered, Daniela, also ... I began to repent of what i did, but it was the right thing to do ...
**** Before ****
" Either me or her ... You have to choose! "
" Listen ... I love you! Is not that enough? "
" No, not enough, I also love you Bill! But you have to choose! We can not continue making to my best friend! " I got mad... And turned back...
" Promise me that you do not make any silly! " He said grabbing my arms...
" It depends what you mean with "silly" ... Bye Bill ... "
I left the room ...
"Ann! Come back! BITTE!" he said running after me ...
I started crying ... Tom was on the couch, and looked at me ...
" What's wrong ?"
" Everything!... I'm sorry ... I really like you Tommy ... But i will never see you again ..." I said running out of their home, and blowing a kiss to Tom...
" Wait!! Wait!! Wait!! " he said, taking my hand, like the BFF that we were... " What happened?... " He said looking into my eyes
" I LOVE YOU my BFF... " And i hugged him...
He treat my back, and i kiss he's cheek, and turned back, and went Trough the door...
Bill, arrived to Tom....
" Ann! " They said...
" Where are you going?! " Bill said, almost crying
" You will see... " I said
" Fuck on!! What are you going to do?! " Tom said, grabbing my hand again...
" You will see... The both will see..." and i whispered... " See me on the floor... "
I started running, and heading to my car ... My long leather jacket, flew back ...
" BITTE!!! COME DOWN!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE THE BOTH!! WHAT IS THE PROBLEM?" Bill said and started running after me, with his brother
" EVERYTHING BILL!! SHE IS MY BFF! LIKE TOM!! "
And i entered in my car, and accelerated... ... My makeup was all smeared ... And. .. Top of the roof, and I called Daniela ...
**** After ****
Bill suicide his self, in that place, at that time, in the next day... Tom, got a deep depression, because of our deaths, and left Tokio Hotel... TOKIO HOTEL ENDS... Daniella helped him, with this whole thing... And they started dating... Daniella, felt guilty for our deaths ...
None of us was well ... And I was the blame ...
**** 4 years later ****
Tom, started his act career, and, he is a famous actor, that play his guitar, every night, and kiss my favorite microphone, and Bill's favorite...
Danniela, see this whole thing... Over and Over again... EVERY NIGHT... during this 4 years...
And Tomorrow, will complete 5 years...
Danniella - Tom... Please... Forget them...
Tom started crying...
Tom - I miss them... And tomorrow, will complete 5 years, that Ann died... And in the next day, that my little Bro, died... I just CAN NOT FORGET THEM! I want that Bill and Ann, sing for me, together! AGAIN! I want them!! I... I... I... - and he grab on his cellphone, and throw it, to the floor - I should went after Ann! If i went after her, They were alive, Now... I am the guilty! - He said putting his hands, on he's head...
Daniela - You aren't... - She said hugging him...
12.00 PM
Tom - Daniela... I... I m going out... I don't know if... If i come back today... Maybe tomorrow... Or maybe never... I just wanted to say to you... I LOVE YOU... - He said putting his hands on her face...
He grabbed his Cellphone from the Floor, and kissed her...
Daniela - But... Tom!... Why never?
Tom - Because... " You will see... "
Daniella - Promise me that you will come back!
Tom - I promise meine liebe...
Tom give her a forced smile, and go out...
He walked on their favorite beach (Bill's, Tom's and My Favorite beach )... PS - Tom and Daniella, have a house on that beach...
He toke his coat, and write a message, with a pen, on his notebook...
He kept the little paper, on his coat...
Was very COLD...
Tom was FREEZING... because he was with a T-Shirt...
He lay down, on the beautiful and with sand... And remember, of he, Me, Bill and Daniella running, on that beach...
Smiled...
He grabs the knife that he had, on his coat...
And cut his pulses, 2 times...
Tom - I always loved you, Ann... Like REAL love... But, now i found Daniella, and marry her... And love her... but... I can't make her happy... I'm to sad... I want you to know that... Bill... I understand everything you did... - He said each time... - I HOPE, FOUND YOU...
Daniela went out of their house, to breath some fresh air, to dry her tears of pain...
She saw Tom... Lay down on the sand, and with blood, around him...
She started running to him, and arrive him...
She Knelt on his front...
Daniela - Tom!!!!!!!!! Nein!!!!!!!! You promised ME!!
Tom - Promise me... You... don't will... suffer...
Daniela - I don't promise any fucking thing! - She grab the knife and put it on her pulses...
Tom - Nein!... - He said, costing him speak - Marry... Again!... Fall in love... Again!... I'm not the only... beautiful man in this world!... - He said kidding with she
Daniela cut her self on the pulses...
Daniela - You are dying, but... You still kidding!... And, yes... You are the only beautiful man in this world!... And you're mine... :)
She kissed him, and lay down on his chest...
He treat her face... They looked to each other, and put together their pulses...
They smiled...
Tom - I LOVE YOU, DANIELA...
Daniella - I love you, too... And... I'm pregnant...
They sat...
Tom - You are, what?!..
Daniella - Pregnant...
Tom - What are you doing here?!... Or more... What are we, doing here?!..
Daniella - Yeah... What are we doing here... We can make a new baby in the heaven, or in the hell... I think so... With our family... Ann... and... Bill. I... bet that... she's... pregnant, and... that... she's... gonna... to... have... the... baby this month...
Daniela and Tom were sat, on the sand, but they lay down again... They're heartbeats, were each time more weak...
Tom - Yes... We will make it... i... love... you...
Daniella - Me... Me... Me, too...
They kissed and died...
I and Bill... We were, there... We were, crying, for what was happening... But we turned back to them...
And... Yes... I'm pregnant... I'm pregnant of 2 girls... Twins! :)... Looks a like impossible, in the Heaven/Hell, that we could do something like that... But, believe... The real live, just started, in the death... :)... It was so good, that Me & Bill, died... :)... But... It was depressing, left Tom & Daniela on the earth... Suffering...
I and Bill, Love each other so much...
They, went to us...
Tom and Daniella, started crying...
Tom - Can't be...
Daniella - Meine...Gott!!
Tom - YOU ARE REALLY HERE!!
Ann - Yes we are! I just, can't jump to you, like i used to do... because...
Me and Bill, turned arround...
Tom, just looked at my belly...
Daniella - MEINE! GOTT!!!!!! YOU ARE PREGNANT!!
We laughed
Bill - Tom?... Are you there?...
Tom - Yes... CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY LITTLE BRO IS GOING TO REALIZE IS DREAM!!!! BE A FATHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They hugged
Bill - Yes i am... It's so amazing Tom... You... Know that... a... little thing, has your blood... And... I don't know how to explain... It's just... AMAZING! AWESOME!!
Tom - Daniela, was pregnant... But, we cut ourselves... :S...
Bill - Yeah... It's impossible, to a girl that was pregnant on live, was the same baby when she "dies".. It's because of the change, of the live to the death... But, she can pregnant again... Here...
Tom - Ahm... Okay... We will think on that... Think on THAT... That...
Daniela - XD... Yeah... THINK ON THAT!!
We laughed...
Daniela - And... How long, is Ann pregnant?
Ann - At...
Bill - 8 or 8.5 months...
Ann - Yeah... - I said a bit sad...
Bill - Why are you sad Annie?
I raised my eyebrown...
Ann - Because i'm going to have them this month!! And it will be horrible! I NEVER WANTED TO HAVE KIDS!! YOU KNOW THAT!!
Bill - Look... It just happened! This wasn't planned!
Ann - I could abort! But... You don't understand me! Look... I'm going... I will be in home... (I think)... And if i will not be in home, i will be shopping...
Bill - It's 01.00 am... Where are you going to shop?
Ann - Okay! I will be in home!!
Bill kissed my lips... And i mad a sad fac
Ann - See you later, in our home! - I said to Daniela & Tom
Tom - Ja... See ya...
Daniela - See ya...
And i disappeared through the night...
AHM!!! I'M SO CONFUSED!! IT'S.... HORRIBLE!! I'M GOING TO HAVE 2 GIRLS!! 2!!! FUCK OFF!! I DON'T WANT IT!...
I arrived home... My heaven/Hells home... XD...
Okay... It is a BIG house... Me & Bill, still, singers... :D... So we still... Rock Stars!
:)
A black, white, Grey, and Red house...
It's... beautiful.. :)
I entered on it...
I entered on Baby's new room...
I saw does pink walls that me & Bill painted at 2 months...
I saw does sweet clothes... And... I just wanted to... rip it...
I don't know what happened to me...
I went to my room, before i make something to that room...
I look at me... At the BIG mirror that we have in our (Mine & Bill's) room... It was... a dark image... A ghost image... Yes... Okay... I admit... Ja, we're ghost's... We still can not accept what happened... I still don't believe that we're DEAD! I want my live back!... But, now i'm pregnant... But, now, Daniela & Tom, are here... And now, the Kaulitz family, it's just SHADOWS that dessapears through the night... Dark Shadows, that, when they could admit that are dead, finally could live, where they want to... Shadows that, when they could admit that they suicide, could have a body... A body, in heaven/hell... Yes, because, we're on heaven/hell, but, we're just shadows... Beautiful and dark, shiny shadows...
DARK SHADOWS...
I put my hands on my tummy... I felt them moving...
I bite my lip, and said...
Ann - I don't want it... It will destroy my "life"... My life is destroyed...
A tear fall from my eye, and started to taking my clothes...
I take them, and put a black and long T-Shirt, like Tom's T-shirt...
I lay down on the bed, and put my head on Bill's Pillow...
I smeel it, and started crying, and whispered...
Ann - Nein... I don't want it...
I fall a sleep, in the middle of tears...
I woke up in the mourning, and Bill...
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. . . TO BE CONTINUED . . .
